“So it’s, as we find it here, predicated almost totally upon the sensitivity, the blocking of energy by doubt or apprehension…”

I am not a doctor. I am not a scientist. I am just a person who became very sick and found that medicine and science seemed to be satisfied that I learn to “manage” my illness. So I turned to an unusual source for information and was told in turn to look within myself for answers.

My physical body is foundationally a product of genetic predisposition. That genetic blueprint, passed on by my parents may suggest that I am statistically inclined to develop certain traits and features. Generically speaking, this is obvious.

But there are obvious exceptions which allow us to state that not all genetic coding is physical predestination. If my mother has colitis that does not mean that I will have colitis. If that were the case, my siblings and I would have similar physical experiences in that regard. We do not. Some might argue that I am ignoring the possibility that I alone received the genetic coding from my mother. I could accept that if I had not been able to find improvement through prayer and meditation. And finally, I’m sure that someone will utter the famous, “He grew out of it.” Funny how the most learned among us may have difficulty with my explanation of my healing, but they are willing to ever so casually say that a child “grew out of his illness.” How did that happen? Isn’t it more probable that there was a redirected energy flow?

My observations lead me to understand that if my mother and I share the same disease, it is because we share the same Spiritual, mental and emotional pattern. The physical manifestation is the result.

The preceding portions of this book have outlined what I have found to have resulted in who I am. My physical body is the result of my mental and emotional reactions in conjunction with my Spiritual pattern. I am who I have chosen to be, in every moment. Every physical strength or weakness is the product of my genetic palette shaped by the brush of my Spiritual, mental and emotional intent. It is the nature of my balance in that regard which governs the result.

It is incumbent upon all of us to pursue the meaning behind this. We live in a time of general reflection. The Earth’s energies are shifting. This is readily apparent to all who are willing to see. The physical result of our creative choices, our physical bodies, may be viewed as a graded examination of our preparation and performance to the present. We can modify and reshape our future outcome or we can repeat past patterns, hoping for different results.

Still, overall there is only one true goal…to know who we truly are and to manifest the unobstructed expression of our being as children of God. The closer we are to personifying that reality, the closer we are to the perfect pattern we have the potential to be.

The perfect Spiritual pattern, the perfect mental pattern and the perfect emotional pattern will result in the perfect physical pattern. How do I find this? I start where I am and balance myself as best I can. Then through prayer and meditation the pathways are opened. And, in peace, I continue along the full and joyful journey of my unfolding awakening.

It is my most profound prayer that you find healing on all levels.